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Testing Duet

Posted on January 24th, 2012

It all started three years ago when I flew from Alaska down to San Diego to visit both the city and Bethel Seminary for potential studies. Since I was carless, I rented a bike and took a 26 mile ride that took me all over the city. One of my destinations was Cabrillo National Monument where I got my first good overlook of the city, its layout and the beautiful San Diego Bay. On my way up to Cabrillo National Monument, I stopped at an overlook to gaze out at the ocean.

Meeting a middle-aged woman also taking a break from her ride, we struck up a conversation. When I asked her where she lived, she said that she lived on a sailboat and that it was one of the best things she had ever done. Being from the North, I ignorantly asked her what she did in the winter. She looked at me like I was crazy and answered “what winter?” It was that moment when I reached the realization that living on a boat and being on the water as much as possible was exactly how I wanted to spend my time in San Diego.

Having grown up sailing smaller boats, I was not entirely new to sailing but I knew very little about larger boats. Although living on a boat made it onto my list of life goals and into many conversations, I discovered that finding a boat and especially a place to keep one in San Diego, was much more difficult than I had anticipated. After several months I decided that I would delay the sailboat plans and perhaps try again after I finished seminary.

Two years later I received a call from a friend who knew about my desire to buy a sailboat. He told me that he had found a better deal on a sailboat than he had ever seen before and encouraged me to take a look at it. Not expecting much, I drove up to Long Beach and much to my surprise I loved both the boat and its price! A 27 foot Catalina, the boat was in remarkable shape for its age.

The first obstacle, however, was finding a place to keep the boat if I were to buy it. Most marinas in San Diego have a 2-3 year waiting list for live aboard slips. I called the San Diego Mooring Company and after telling me that it would be a 2-5 month waiting list, they discovered that they had an open mooring near downtown in the San Diego Bay. The other boats on their waiting list were to large for the spot so within a day of starting my search, I secured a mooring before I had even decided whether or not to buy the boat! Less than one month later, I acquired the boat and began living one of my many dreams!

A Place With a View

Posted on September 27th, 2008

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Just in case you are still wondering why in the world I would want to live on a sailboat, this was my view when I woke up the other morning. The clouds resting atop of San Diego’s downtown buildings first captured my attention. The penetrating rays from the sunrise burnt through the clouds so that part of the buildings were illuminated and part hidden. When I awake it is common to see pelicans, cormorants or other sea birds around the boat. The other day a seal dove right beside me. This is my place with a view.

A Story About a Boat

Posted on August 12th, 2008

Sailing Home

It all started three years ago when I flew from Alaska down to San Diego to visit both the city and Bethel Seminary for potential studies. Since I was carless, I rented a bike and took a 26 mile ride that took me all over the city. One of my destinations was Cabrillo National Monument where I got my first good overlook of the city, its layout and the beautiful San Diego Bay. On my way up to Cabrillo National Monument, I stopped at an overlook to gaze out at the ocean.

Meeting a middle-aged woman also taking a break from her ride, we struck up a conversation. When I asked her where she lived, she said that she lived on a sailboat and that it was one of the best things she had ever done. Being from the North, I ignorantly asked her what she did in the winter. She looked at me like I was crazy and answered “what winter?” It was that moment when I reached the realization that living on a boat and being on the water as much as possible was exactly how I wanted to spend my time in San Diego.

Having grown up sailing smaller boats, I was not entirely new to sailing but I knew very little about larger boats. Although living on a boat made it onto my list of life goals and into many conversations, I discovered that finding a boat and especially a place to keep one in San Diego, was much more difficult than I had anticipated. After several months I decided that I would delay the sailboat plans and perhaps try again after I finished seminary.

Two years later I received a call from a friend who knew about my desire to buy a sailboat. He told me that he had found a better deal on a sailboat than he had ever seen before and encouraged me to take a look at it. Not expecting much, I drove up to Long Beach and much to my surprise I loved both the boat and its price! A 27 foot Catalina, the boat was in remarkable shape for its age.

The first obstacle, however, was finding a place to keep the boat if I were to buy it. Most marinas in San Diego have a 2-3 year waiting list for live aboard slips. I called the San Diego Mooring Company and after telling me that it would be a 2-5 month waiting list, they discovered that they had an open mooring near downtown in the San Diego Bay. The other boats on their waiting list were to large for the spot so within a day of starting my search, I secured a mooring before I had even decided whether or not to buy the boat! Less than one month later, I acquired the boat and began living one of my many dreams!

Meeting Tristen

Posted on April 17th, 2008

Tristen

I had the privilege of meeting my new little nephew Tristen, this week! My sister Rebekah gave birth to Tristen on Sunday, April 13th. He was 8 pounds 4 ounces and 21 inches long. Although we live half a country apart, it’s great to be able to see the little guy and talk with him over Skype! This picture is a screenshot that I captured during our first “conversation” together. I’m thrilled to be the proud uncle of two adorable nephews! Welcome to the family, Tristen!

The Church Fathers and the Scriptures

Posted on August 20th, 2007

I’ve been reading through the writings of the early Church fathers for an independent study that I am doing at Bethel Seminary. While reading through Clement’s Epistle to the Corinthians, I have been struck by how carefully he bases everything he writes on the Scriptures. His basic style is to make a statement of truth and then to spend the rest of the paragraph backing up his point with quotations from the Scriptures. It seems that we only preach and write about topics in our time, assuming that our readers and listeners know that what we are saying is scriptural. Perhaps we could learn from the early Church fathers’ emphasis on a basis and foundation for all things that are true.

Giving

Posted on March 27th, 2007

Giving

“For it hath pleased them of Macedonia and Achaia to make a certain contribution for the poor saints which are at Jerusalem.” (Romans 15:26)

The regions of Macedonia and Achaia, or modern-day Greece, were some of the most wealthy areas of the New Testament world. It is likely that many of the Gentile converts in these regions, as well as the Jews living there, were quite successful in the world of trade and business. The Christians in Israel, however, suffered under intense persecution. They lived in a society where leaving strict Judaism to convert to Christianity meant giving up your place as a citizen of society in good standing. The Christians in Jerusalem, in particular, suffered greatly at this time.

Learning of their Jewish brother’s sufferings, the believers in Greece decided to make a generous contribution to the church at Jerusalem. When the apostles and other traveling ministers brought news to them of Christians’ needs abroad, they opened their hearts and gave.

We have a similar situation today for in America we have more wealth than anywhere else in the world. Our Christian brothers and sisters abroad, however, suffer lack in many parts of the world. Somebody needs to travel like Paul did, seeing each situation first-hand and carrying word of the needs to the rest of the Church. Somebody also needs to be willing to give to the needs of those who are part of our own body, shared with Christ as the Head. Just like we would not ignore the needs of our own family, we must not turn away from the needs of our family in the Lord. At Mission Focus our desire is to bring not only the testimonies of the Church abroad, back to the West, but also the needs. We pray that God will open our own hearts and many others, to provide for His people.

Called to the Children

Posted on March 27th, 2007

Faith

When confronted with the needs of countless children suffering from AIDS, poverty and the death of parents, what can one do? Isn’t the need to large and overwhelming to address? Wouldn’t it require too much time, energy and resources to reach out to such a helpless multitude of little ones? Not according to Stephen and Beatrice Njau, founders of El Shaddai Children’s Home.

Over breakfast one morning, I overheard a conversation about orphans in Kenya. Inquiring further I met Mary and learned that she was volunteering at a children’s home. As she described the work of El Shaddai, it sounded like the kind of place that we would want to film. Touching base with Stephen over the phone, we scheduled a time to visit upon our return to Kenya.

Alighting in Githange, we grabbed a soda and then set off in the direction that the locals pointed us. Children’s clothing lined the fences and the sound of children playing gave the spot away. We were immediately surrounded by curious and excited little ones, all eager to get close and shake our hands. I was immediately struck by the beauty and joy of these wonderful little children. Stephen welcomed us warmly, leading us into a small room that served as a reception area. Over a cup of tea, he described to us how El Shaddai got started.

Back in 1998, Stephen and his wife, Beatrice, sensed a call from God to start a home for orphaned children. Being committed Christians, they both left their jobs and launched into full time ministry. Stephen served as a pastor for several years but the call to care for orphans remained on their hearts. In 2002, they finally left pastoral work and brought the first eleven children into their home in order to care for them. They have since moved into a larger facility that they rent to accommodate the 70 children under their care. With many more children in need of help, they hope to acquire land and build their own place to respond to the need.

As we talked, the three youngest children were brought in to see us. Mercy and Milcah were two adorable one year-old girls. Their little boy, Gibson, was only 11 months old and the youngest child at El Shaddai. The three of them adored Stephen and his wife, laughing at their games and soaking in the attention when they could sit on their laps.

Mercy’s father died of AIDS and while her mother was dying, she managed to arrange for her to go the Children’s Home. She died one month later, leaving precious little Mercy an orphan. Milcah was abandoned as a newborn and left outside overnight. She was nearly dead when she was discovered the following morning and taken to El Shaddai. Gibson’s parents have also died. All three of these precious children are infected with HIV and without the loving care that they receive from Stephen and Beatrice, they would likely be dead.

It was beautiful to see how this couple treated these three little ones like their own children. Stephen showed me how they fit each of the three babies into their bed with them so that they don’t wake the orphanage’s workers in the night. Their love for these children is apparent.

As I stepped outside with the camera, a crowd of children gathered around and began to sing songs for me. Beautiful songs of worship poured from their little hearts to the Lord. Others laughed and played with Ben by the playground. Older ones held the babies, caring for them like younger siblings. Others helped the workers to prepare food in the kitchen, stoking the wood fire under the stove. Grabbing their drums, several boys played for us while others giggled and danced for the cameras. Looking back over my shoulder, I spotted Stephen standing in a doorway, holding baby Gibson in his arms. He tickled him, playing baby games with little “Gibo” as they laughed together.

Leading me around their compound, Stephen showed me the kitchen, the well and the cow that had been donated to provide milk for the children. We could barely walk into he and his wife’s small bedroom because it was lined with children’s clothing that they had nowhere else to store. All of the seventy children stayed in a combined total of about five rooms. Although it is cramped, they do their best with the space that they have.

While many of the children lost their parents as a result of AIDS and suffer from the virus themselves, there was one whose story was particularly compelling. Faith is an adorable 5 year-old girl with a beautiful smile. As you take a closer look you begin to see unmistakable signs of physical abuse. Two of her front teeth have been ripped out, a small part of her ear is lopped off, and there are scars on her forehead and cheeks. Stephen told me that after her parents died, Faith’s relatives did not want to care for her. They wanted her to die as well so they abused and injured this precious little girl.

Faith came to El-Shaddai in desperate condition. She was not only HIV positive but also very sickly. With loving care and personal attention, her health began to improve. A year later, she was tested again for HIV and found negative. Now at age 5 she has again tested negative. There is no medical explanation for this change. God is doing more than one miracle in this little girl’s life.

As I took pictures of Faith and then held her in my arms for a few moments, I realized that Stephen and Beatrice have figured out what life is all about. Jesus said that the kingdom of heaven is like unto a little child. He enjoined us to bring children unto Him and declares a special reward for those who would do so little as to provide a drink of water for a child. Caring for orphans, He declares to be at the core of true religion. May we as a Church take special care not only to help children in need but also to assist those who are engaged in this vital work all around the world.

One

Posted on March 6th, 2007

Stephen & Gibson

I just noticed that Paul emphasizes the importance of “one” six times in Romans 5. He repeatedly affirms that it was the offence of one many that caused sin and death to come upon all. Contrasting Adam’s failure with Christ’s perfection, he also states that it was the righteousness of one by which all receive life. As I reflect upon what I’ve experienced and what I’ve seen on this trip, one thing that I want to make sure that I do not forget is the power of one. Short of placing ourselves in the unique position of Christ or of Adam, there is a principle that one life carries unlimited potential, for better or for worse.

World history is replete with individuals whose use of power and position brought death to thousands. The death toll for Idi Amin’s dictatorship in Uganda was 250,000 people. Imagine this much death, over a period of a mere 8 years and in one of Africa’s smaller countries. History has shown that one man has the potential to bring death and destruction to multitudes.

The contrary is also true, however, for there individuals who through vision and compassion bring life to the people around them. Generally, you will find them alone, or perhaps in groups of two, and although many may admire their work, few will ever help them. It is a fact that is as equally true as it is sad that most people will only ever consider reaching out to help a world of needs all around them.

I don’t want to sound self-righteous because I need this reminder more than anyone else. Overwhelmed complacency too easily creeps in, leaving me debilitated and and devoid of a sense of urgency. Maybe one of the reasons that I love travel so much is that being confronted with the needs abroad face to face, is only the way to awaken my soul from its slumber.

I will never forget people like Stephen and Beatrice Njau, whose open hearts have saved the lives of destitute children and brought hope to the hopeless. It inspires me that 26-year old Nathanael had the vision and compassion to start caring for orphans suffering with AIDS, literally lifting them from the jaws of early death.

We only have one life to live. Why not spend it on what really matters? I’m tired of being preoccupied with the mundane and the material. I don’t want to live for myself. God’s greatest command is to love Him and to love others. Why is this so hard to remember? As Christians, our hearts ought to be the widest and most open of all to the needs of others. I hope and pray that that what I have seen and experienced on this trip will change my life forever.

Rakwaro: A Portrait of Neglect

Posted on February 21st, 2007

Ben in Rakwaro

While walking along one day, with my camera hanging from my shoulder, I was abruptly approached by a man who named Henry. Eyeing my camera, he asked if I was a journalist. As I described my work as a photographer and filmmaker, he asked if I would be willing to do a documentary for his organization in a rural town in Western Kenya. Pulling out his business card, I noticed that it targeted the needs of orphans and vulnerable children. Anybody working to help children is a friend of mine, so I sat down to talk with him further.

Hearing about the needs of his hometown community and learning that he was a dedicated Christian, motivated me to see what I could do to help. Due to our imminent departure for Uganda, I promised Henry that I would contact him before returning to Nairobi. Although he had met many philanthropic-minded people at the World Social Forum, he expressed his concern that good intentions would never turn into any real help for his people. This reality further prompted me to make sure to follow through, even though I knew so little about this man or his cause.

Our reportedly five-hour trip from Kampala to the tiny Kenyan town of Awasi, turned out to be more like 9 hours. By the time we arrived, it was well after dark. Along with Henry and his friend Richard, we embarked for the village on foot. Hiking several kilometers on a dirt path around sugar cane fields, we finally reached the village of Rakwaro.

Waking up on a mat sprawled out on the floor of a mud hut, was an awesome experience. We sat there in awe of where we were staying. Its one of those experiences that is hard to understand and hard to explain. We rarely have the opportunity to step so far outside of our own world to experience another. Tea, and the traditional samosa and mandazi gave us strength for the day. Samosa resembles a pastry and is stuffed with either vegetables, meat or a combination of the two. Mandazi is like a sweet roll, generally eaten with coffee or tea.

After breakfast, we began interviewing the group of people who gathered to talk to us. Vincent was an older man with an ear to ear smile. He enthusiastically explained how he had been working in the community to provide home-based care for people suffering with AIDS. He found out that he was infected several years but did not let it affect his efforts. He seems to value the fact that he can identify with the people and their fear of letting the community know about their health condition. He led us to his home and showed us the tiny little building where he works on getting much needed medical supplies to the community as reasonably as possible.

Retaining hope for the future but sad for the present, he showed us the little medical clinic that the government began to build before abandoning the project. The nearest medical help for the community is 45 kilometers away and for people who walk everywhere they go, this creates a significant problem. Its sad that year after year passes by with no assistance provided to build the simplest little clinic among an area with thousands of people who suffer from many varying diseases.

The others we interviewed were suffering from AIDS and frequently from resulting opportunistic infections. One gentleman described his suffering with tuberculosis and how the little medication he had been able to receive so far did not seem to help. Two different women described how after their husbands died, their extended families drove them away because they were infected with AIDS. Its sad that most likely they contracted the virus from their husbands in the first place.

We met a woman who had lost so much family that she had no one to care for her anymore. She continues to exist on the help that she is able to receive from the community. People seemed eager to tell us their story. It seemed that we were somehow a sign of hope to them that their situation could change for the better. We made sure to pray for each one after our interviews and to ask God to intervene and heal them.

We had to explain to Henry that he must not promise them anything from us but that the we would tell the story of this community to as many other people as possible. He responded by telling me that many of the people we interviewed had never publicly acknowledged their conditions before. He explained that us coming with our cameras motivated the people to open up in a way that he never could’ve done on his own. He thanked us and said that this was worth far more than any money that we could supply.

In between interviews, we visited the small local church. Henry explained how even with the complete lack of instruments, when the people lifted up their voices to God, He came down among them. These people truly worshiped with a fervency that was inspiring. As I took pictures of this amazing group of people gathered in the small hut, I was called up to preach to the people. I should have known that this was coming but God inspired me with some words to share with them about the solidarity of all believers in the body of Christ and God’s call to care for one another. I hope to model this message as I know that we need to care for each other, not only reaching out to Africa, but also in our own country.

Visiting an area like Rakwaro, opens one’s eyes to see how much people suffer in this world. It provided a small portrait of a people who are neglected by those whose avowed purpose is to serve them. Why should this village have to walk 5 kilometers, one way, to get water when a new well would cost them less than $15,000? The water problem alone has caused much sickness in the community. Why would this area go on without sufficient medical help for so long? This is not in the middle of nowhere… it is only 40 kilometers from Kisumu, the third largest city in Kenya. How many more villages in Kenya and around the world, does Rakwaro represent?

Granny

Posted on February 14th, 2007

My grandmother died last week, while I was in Africa. It was incredibly difficult to not be able to be there to say goodbye or even to attend the funeral. I wrote this letter to be read at her funeral:

While fully confident that God’s timing is perfect and that His providence never fails, I cannot begin to understand why He chose to take Granny home at a time when neither Rebekah nor I could be there to say goodbye. Over the past few weeks I cringed every time I received another email from Missy, fearing that it would confirm Granny’s death, forever settling that I would never see her again. I cried out to God to preserve her life. I longed for that time in March when I would be able to return and see her again. Were it not for my being stuck in the heart of East Africa, I would have been there for her and would be sharing in the grief of friends and family at the funeral today.

Although I will never see her again in this life, I know that I will see her again in the life to come. In our special times together, Granny shared with me about her genuine faith in Jesus Christ. She trusted in Jesus, believing that His death had paid the full price for the penalty of sin. Now this same Jesus has freed Granny from the presence of sin for she lives in a place that He prepared for her in heaven. Living eternally in the presence of her precious Savior, she will never again taste the pain caused by the sin of our fallen world. She has received a new body with perfect health that can never fade. Every hurt and pain that she has ever experienced has been healed by Him who gave His life for her.

While it is comforting to know that death can only mean gain for Granny, we who remain behind in this life will grieve our loss. She truly loved us and we all felt it. I’ve lived far away for so long but in those special visits that we had together, she expressed her heart for us as her grandchildren so vividly. I thank God for the gift of her life. I have long considered myself blessed to have a grandparent alive on both my mother and father’s side of the family. Now Granny is gone, leaving a void that can never again be filled.

I’m so grateful for the way that she loved my father and sought to lead him down the right path. Over the years she has shared her memories of my father with me and I will treasure them forever. He died when I was so young but by Granny and his sisters have helped me to learn more about his life by sharing with me how much he meant to them. I trust that their long-awaited reunion in heaven has already been beyond wonderful. Although their graves lay side by side in this world, their souls reside in a much better place. I long for the time that I too will be with them.

I’m weeping as I write this. It seems so impersonal to merely write an email at such a critical time of life. I hope that my family can understand how badly I long to be there today and how much it hurts to be so far away at this time. Please know that I am grieving with each one of you and that I share in your loss.

Thank you for being there for Granny as her life ebbed away. I’m sure that you made her feel loved during her dying days. I do not know why God chose now to take her home but I do know that everything He does is right and that I can trust Him. I thank God for Granny and all that she meant to every single one of us. May she now rejoice as she rests in heaven. I believe she would say to us with the Apostle Paul, “For to me, to live is Christ and to die is gain.” (Philipians 1:21)

Developing Sudan

Posted on February 9th, 2007

Sudan

A fortunate turn of events landed us an unexpected opportunity to travel to Sudan. When we started filming for the African Children’s Choir in Kampala, Uganda, they asked if we would be willing to join them the following week to film their work in Sudan. Money raised by the children’s choir has been going to help the people of Southern Sudan since the late 90′s while Sudan was still at war. Having desired to visit Sudan for a very long time, I was thrilled to accept the invitation to take a trip to Sudan.

The difference between Sudan and Uganda was immediately noticeable upon crossing the border. Sudan’s roads are not passable for anything but a 4 wheel drive. We drove through streams and up and down though bumps that only the toughest of vehicles can handle. Our 45 kilometer trek took over two hours to drive.

In addition to the roads, one of the first things you notice in Southern Sudan is that it is very under-developed. This is not surprising considering that Southern Sudan has been at war with North for over 20 years. The recent peace agreement, reached a little over two years ago, has finally brought reprise to the region.

Upon arriving at Liwolo, located in Kajo Keji County, we were welcomed warmly. Prior to beginning our tour, rain suddenly begin to pour on the area. They told us that every time visitors come who are welcome on their land, it rains when they first get there. They have many examples of this happening and believe that it is a sign of God’s blessing on the visit. Hearing this, we were relieved that it rained for us and glad to see how much they welcomed us. They even warned another party, before we arrived, that they better not travel because it was about to rain!

When the rain subsided, Charles began to show us around Liwolo. Charles is a learned and articulate man who has long worked in education. He is Sudanese and is the Field Director for HAAS (Humanitarian Assistance for Southern Sudan). This is the organization that Music for Life and the African Children’s Choir has partnered with to help their development. As he passionately describes what has been done and the ongoing goals of his organization, it is evident that Charles is passionate about serving his people.

Since the late 90′s HAAS, the African Children’s Choir, and a few other donors have partnered to start 13 schools, a teacher’s college (one of the few of its kind in all of Sudan), a medical clinic that is only within a large radius for the region, dormitories for the college and boarding school students, a library, homes, increased agricultural production and much more.

As I walked through all of this development and saw mud huts with thatch roofs, sticks tied together to form a fence around compounds, a complete lack of conveniences like electricity, water and plumbing, it reminded me of being on a frontier. Its an area that war has kept from development yet the people who have suffered so much are motivated to change all of this. I believe that it will be exciting to see how much this area changes over the next several years! We need to pray with our Sudanese brothers and sisters that God will preserve the peace of their land and protect them from further war and exploitation from the North.

Up Close And Personal

Posted on February 9th, 2007

Jeffrey

The reality of immense human suffering tends to be obscured by our distance from it. The greatest divide between us in the West and the worst tragedies of our time is not merely measured by miles but by circumstances so completely foreign to our experience that we can hardly relate. Getting up close and personal with tragic situations, and the people effected by them, can put a personal face on what is otherwise seen as a vague humanitarian crisis. I recently met a young man who did this for me and I would like you to meet him as well.

Jeffrey was born and raised in Northern Uganda. He was very young when the Lord’s Resistance Army, known locally as the “rebels”, stormed his village. One of his uncles scooped him up and hid him in a burlap sack and tried to carry him away. From the small holes in the sack, Jeffrey watched as the rebels brutally murdered his other uncle who had been a favorite to him. Unable to escape, Jeffrey was abducted by the rebels and forced to join their army.

While among the rebels, Jeffrey witnessed inconceivable brutality. One elderly man was demanded to carry more than his aging body could manage and when he unable to do so, they threw fuel on him and burned him alive. A rope was once draped across a raging river and the children were ordered to cross it hand-over-hand. Many of the children could not make it and fell into the rushing river without anyone to help them. He witnessed children who were forced to kill other children or be killed themselves.

One day Jeffrey saw his chance to escape, ran for his life and hid in a tree while the rebel soldiers searched for him. When he returned to his village he found nothing left but ruins. With no family to care for him he despaired of life. One day a woman found him and recognizing his pain and need, she took him in. She found a place for him among the children of the Otino-Awa Children’s Home and this is where we met Jeffrey. He has made great strides but continues to receive counseling to help him through the trauma that he experienced at such a young age. Jeffrey is only one of thousands of children who have faced similarly tragic circumstances. What is sad is that the vast majority of them will never receive the kind of support and help that Jeffrey is receiving now.

The LRA was founded by, Alice Lakhwena, a self-proclaimed prophetess and political activist. Joseph Kony succeeded her as the rebel leader and has waged war against the Ugandan government since 1986. While the LRA claims to be defending the rights of the people of Northern Uganda, the reality is that these are the people on whom they have inflicted so much suffering. They lack a defined political agenda but embrace a policy of terror. Without the popular support of the Ugandan people, they developed a strategy to reinforce their army by abducting children and forcing them to become killers. For thousands of children like Jeffrey, this has caused immeasurable devastation.

The LRA finally reached a peace agreement with the Ugandan government in August of last year. Now that it has come time to negotiate the terms of that peace, however, the agreement is breaking down. The International Criminal Court has indicted Kony and some of his chief officers of crimes against humanity. This creates a delicate situation, with convicted criminals seeking to negotiate not only for their cause but for their ongoing freedom. Recently when LRA troops appeared near Juba, Sudan, where the talks are scheduled take place, they learned of a nearby encampment of Ugandan soldiers and promptly disappeared.

Although the government of Northern Sudan has long supported the LRA’s cause, the rebels believe that the emerging government of Southern Sudan is sympathetic to the Ugandan government. This has caused them to demand that the peace talks take place elsewhere, in more neutral territory. Kenya has rejected their request to host the talks in Nairobi. Meanwhile, the Ugandan government continues to insist that the peace negotiations take place in Juba, Sudan. There is fear that if the if the agreement is not reached soon, violence will once again break out in Northern Uganda. It is the daily story on the front pages of Uganda’s papers. For the sake of Jeffrey and countless children just like him, let’s hope, pray and labor to see that this does not happen.

Guilty As Charged

Posted on January 29th, 2007

Matthew and Aaron

Capturing a film on the Aids crisis in Africa has opened my eyes to a tragic reality. We are alive during one of the most serious pandemics of world history. According to Susan Hunter, in Black Death: A History of AIDS in Africa, by 2003, over 28 million people had died of AIDS. This number is expected to jump to over 100 million by 2010. Africa has borne the harshest blow of this worldwide crisis.

Melissa Fay Greene’s book, There is No Me Without You, describes the amazing story of a widow from Ethiopia who after losing her husband and her oldest daughter, despaired of her life. She came back to life when the local Church asked her to take in a few orphans whose parents had been killed by AIDS. As she began to care for the children, more and more AIDS orphans surfaced in need of a home and parental care. By the early 2000′s there were over 1 million AIDS orphans in Ethiopia alone. Many of these orphans had no one to care for them. Common fears and misconceptions about AIDS caused most of them to be abandoned and rejected by society. Having lost both parents, many older children worked to care for their younger siblings in the absence of any adult assistance. Children would set off from their villages to walk into the cities, searching for money or food. Countless children were found sitting alone on the side of the roads. A generation of parents and families is being destroyed by the deadly AIDS virus.

In view of such an overwhelming crisis, the most tragic reality that I face is that I have lived through the worst years of AIDS devastation and haven’t hardly noticed or done a thing about it. A common critique of Christians is that they dismiss the problem of AIDS as the mere judgment of God upon immorality. From our Western perspective it is easy to see things this way. AIDS seems more like an affliction of the fringe rather than the whole of society. It is impossible to come to Africa, to see what has happened here and to retain such a narrow view of this crisis. The problem of AIDS demands our attention. While there is certainly a strong connection between immorality and the spread of AIDS, this does not give us license to dismiss the needs of a world in the grip of this deadly pandemic.

As I consider this accusation that people in the West, and particularly Christians, don’t pay much attention to resolving the problem of AIDS, I’m sad to say that I’m guilty as charged. Sure, I talk about the problem of AIDS in Africa and what can be done about it, but I’ve never lifted a finger to help create any positive change. This is changing, however. Children like Matthew, the HIV-positive little guy on the left pictured above with his brother, have motivated me to look beyond the surface of this problem. History will remember the AIDS crisis as one of the worst pandemics of all time, if not the worst. In the face of such need I will not be found sitting idle, insulating myself with Christianese answers that do nothing to bring a solution.

Opened Hearts

Posted on January 29th, 2007

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“Then the disciples, every man according to his ability, determined to send relief unto the brethren which dwelt in Judaea: Which also they did, and sent it to the elders by the hands of Barnabas and Saul.” (Acts 11:29-30)

From the earliest times in the history of the Church, the precedent has been set for churches to care for another, particularly in time of need. Recognizing that the persecution and resulting distress of the church in Jerusalem was stronger than elsewhere, the churches of other cities resolved to send support to them.

Certainly these other churches had their own needs. It would’ve been easy to justify that they could not afford to take any of the money out of their own collection to help anyone else. The attitude of Christ’s Church, however, is to be one of generosity. One which looks to discover and meet the needs of other believers who are in need.

As I travel throughout Eastern Africa and see the desperate needs that Christians have here, I am convicted by how complacent I have been about the needs of Christians abroad. Its much easier to simply give my tithe to my local church and not to think about anything else. How could I be so blind to the enormous needs in other countries? Christians are working extremely hard in critical situations both physically and spiritually all around the world, but we in the West frequently don’t even take the time to learn about them, much less care.

I truly hope that Mission Focus enables a change of perspective that results in more giving, praying and going to support God’s people abroad. May that change start with me.

People in Nairobi

Posted on January 25th, 2007

Ken

I have met the most unbelievable people staying at Nairobi Backpackers! Its like every time I say hello to someone, I discover another incredible and interesting person! Let me tell you about a few of them:

Rob
I just met Rob tonight as he was getting off the internet. He mentioned that he was glad he was able to catch up on his work emails. I asked him what he does for a living so he told me that he was leading a trek to the top of Mt. Kilemanjaro! When I mentioned that I was interested in climbing Kilamanjaro, he told me about a local guide who could give me a good deal. He informed me that now is a wonderful time to go because there is more snow at the peak than he has ever seen. I learned that he’s a freelance travel guide from Austria and gets hired to take people all over the world. What an amazing job! He also told me all about Zanzibar and got out the map to show me the best way to get there! Rob is one cool guy!

Caroline
Caroline is a brilliant and sophisticated doctoral student at the University of Washington. She is originally from England and has carefully retained her English accent. When talking to new people I enjoyed telling them that she was from Seattle and then watching her immediate clarification that she was actually from England. Caroline studied the Aids epidemic in her Master’s program, making her a fantastic source of information. She also has interest and knowledge about many of the issues in Africa today. She is on her way to Sudan where she is working on research for doctoral dissertation about Sudanese women who helped to negotiate peace from the grassroots during the long war in Sudan.

Vera
Although she is white, Vera is a native of Zimbabwe and his lived in Africa all of her life. This fact has earned her the right to have a biting sarcastic wit and sense of humor in matters related to Africa. She made us laugh our heads off as she described various conversations and experiences that she has had in Africa. She has led game hunters into the bush for years. She has a hardened and tough sense about her that has earned the nickname of “black rhino” from the Africans. When I’d come back from the World Social Forum in the evenings we would sit around and have the “anti-social world slummit” with Vera. Behind all of the jokes and laughter though, it is evident that Vera cares about the needs of Africa… she just has her own way of addressing them. She currently lives in Zanzibar where she runs a five-star resort.

Ludwig
Ludwig is one of those all around nice guys that you only find every once in awhile. He is an engineer from Germany and came to work in Nairobi as an intern for an NGO. As he described some of the experiences that he faces at work, it is evident that it must be hard for him to work in this atmosphere. He seems to patiently grin and bear it, however, and keeps on working hard no matter what happens. When I encountered him in the city center the other day, he invited me out for cappucino. He always seems eager to help and I like that about him.

Kevin
Kevin is an illustrator from Brighton, England. He does his pencil drawn illustrations from his studio off a city street, so that people will stop by and talk, making art a more social experience. Every year for the last 20 years, he has taken October to April to travel somewhere else in the world. He takes pictures wherever he goes and then brings them back to England to use them as the basis for his illustrations. He showed me his work online the other day and his drawings are intricate and stunningly realistic. I would love to get some of his work someday. He was always up for a good conversation, and whether we were discussing India or his horrific safari with the Australians that he swears must have been Steve Irwin’s family, it was always entertaining and a good laugh!

Celina
One of the few Americans that I have met here in Africa, Celina is from Los Angeles. She came to Nairobi to attend the World Social Forum before heading to Ghana where she will be working in a refugee camp. She seems to have a genuine heart for the needs of people and in particular for Africa.

Ken
The owner of Nairobi Backpackers Hostel is a man named Ken. Having spent his career in the British army, and after working for many years in Africa, he decided to stay and run the hostel. He doesn’t need the money but says that he’s had the chance to have a lot of experiences in life and he simply wants to help young people have that opportunity. He’s working on developing an affiliated group of backpacker’s hostels from Addis Abbaba all the way to Cape Town. He learns the names of the people that come through his hostel quite quickly and he’s been very helpful to our group.

DJ
DJ Church is a teacher from Canada. He is very interested in current issues and knowledgeable on many different subjects. He has decided to take several years off to travel the world. He’s also a writer and has begun writing on various themes that he encounters along the way. He’s an excellent writer and very interesting to talk to about things that matter. Fortunately, we met him in Nairobi and are staying at the same place as him in Kampala.

Nairobi Backpackers, with all of its interesting guests, has been an amazing place to stay!

MissionFocus.org

Posted on January 18th, 2007

I’ve started working on graphical links to point people to our website and here’s my first one. If you want to use any of the buttons that I create on your blog or website, please just let me know!

Yet Another Goodbye

Posted on January 18th, 2007

Saying Goodbye

Sometimes my life seems like a series of goodbyes. Wherever I go, I become attached and never stay long enough. Our time in Sri Lanka came and went to so fast. As I said goodbye to the children at Samudra Sri, the children’s home, I realized that although I may never see them again, I will never forget them. They did not seem as needy as the Indian children. They were more shy in general and harder to get close to. Maybe we just needed to reach out to them on a deeper level. They really seemed to respond when we did.

I had so much to do before leaving tonight but I just had to spend some final time with the kids. I went into the boys dorm and hugged and tickled them. Ravindu wanted to just hang with me. Chamarra would not leave my side. The kids began to give me gifts. When the others saw, they all wanted to give me something. They have so little that I felt terrible to take anything from them. I knew that they merely wanted to give to me, however, and to not take their gifts would’ve hurt their feelings. Most of them gave me a little plastic animal. One little guy gave me his toy car. Ishara gave me a pen. Others gave me sea shells that they had no doubt long collected. Then at the very end, little Chamarra, not wanting to be left out of the giving, gave me his box of crayons. I’m crying as I think about how much this touched me. These little guys have nothing in this world but the people who love and care for them at Samudra Sri. I was so afraid that I had not taken the time to get close to them while I was there but in my final moments with them, they showed me so much love through their little gifts. It makes me weep.

Lord, care for these children. Help us to tell their story in a way that is vivid and powerful. May their stories touch and change lives. May each and every one of them grow up to know you. Lord show them your love. Though their parents and everything they knew was taken from them by war, the tsunami, poverty, death or for any other reason, may they always knows that You are their Father.

Leaving the children tonight was more than just another goodbye. It was a sad departure. I wrote on my profile that the thing I was least looking forward to on this trip was having to say goodbye at each place and this has truly turned out to be the hardest part of the trip. How do you answer a precious little child who with a pleading look in his eyes, asks, “You go to America, then you come back to Sri Lanka?”

A Story To Tell

Posted on January 16th, 2007

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These last few days we’ve had the opportunity to travel to the Southern coast of Sri Lanka in order to film and take support photos for the children attending the AED schools at Galle and Tangalle. Two things stand out about this area of the country. First, it is a beautiful area lined with miles of pristine beaches. Second, it is an area tragically struck by the tsunami of 2004. Many homes and businesses still lay in ruins. Driving through this region has helped me to clarify the reality of what these people suffered.

Driving by, however, could never teach me as much as what I learned from a man named De Silva. As I climbed out of our van to take a few quick pictures of buildings destroyed by the tsunami, he approached me and wanted to talk. As we engaged in conversation, it was obvious that he had a story to tell. He took me into his home and showed me how the entire back half of it had been destroyed. They had since rebuilt this part of the home but the front was still significantly damaged. In broken English he told me about not only about the damage done to his home but also to the surrounding area.

At first I thought maybe he was doing all this to ask me for money. As he told his story, it became more evident that all he wanted was for people to know what had happened to Sri Lanka in the tsunami. He asked me to tell this story with my camera and to help get support for Sri Lanka. This is exactly what I intend to do. DeSilva helped to remind me one more time of the importance of the task that we’ve undertaken, to capture the film and photos of those who have a story to tell that may never otherwise be heard.

A Letter From Mounika

Posted on January 16th, 2007

Mounika

One evening we were on our way to a church in India and I couldn’t find a seat on the bus. As I looked around, I heard a quiet voice call “brother” and looked to find one of the little girls from the orphanage motioning for me to sit by her.

As I met Mounika, pronounced like the English “Monica,” and began to talk to her, she immediately walked right into my heart. Her English was better than I had found among any of the other children in India. As we drove, she pointed out the various types of trees and plants that we passed. She taught me about India and told me the Telegu words for things I did not know. She asked me about my sister who had previously visited India and told me that Rebekah had given her our family picture. We shared a delightful bus ride.

Mounika is 13 years old and in the “10th Class” as they call it in India. Her father died awhile back and her mother is too poor to care for her. She has an older brother in college and an adult sister who lives in Hyderbad. Watching Mounika at the orphanage, I noticed that she was a real leader among the children. She frequently led singing and prayers during devotional times. Her love for God was quite evident.

Leaving all of the children in India was very hard but I knew that I would miss Mounika in particular. She did not say much as we left but her faced showed the sadness that she tried to hide. Ten days after we left, we were rejoined in Sri Lanka by some of the team that we left in India. They brought a note for me from Mounika and this is what she wrote…

My brother Andi,
Hi how are you brother? I am fine. My name is Mounika and I am no forget you and you no forget me. I am studying well. I miss you. I am so sad and I miss you Brother Andi and I am greetings for your family and I am writing letter your sister. Happy new year and happy christmas and pray for me and pray for my family. I am pray for you and your family and I miss you brother. You will next year come in christmas. I will pray you will back in India. Ok I love you and I love your family and you and I love you Rebekah. I love all. Ok bye

I couldn’t imagine a sweeter note. I will never forgot Mounika and how she walked right into my heart on a bus ride in India.